The Beginning-

As you could imagine, the moment I found out I was pregnant, I was lost. It’s one of those situations where you know it’s a possibility, but never think it would happen to you. Not only did I feel terrified and alone, but I seemed to have completely shut down. Guilt was one of the feelings I could not seem to shake. My family has been incredibly supportive throughout the process, but I couldn’t help but feel that I  was on the verge of tearing it apart. I couldn’t help but feel that this was the beginning of the end. Imagine ending the day as a careless sixteen year old and beginning the next as a mother. It was indescribably overwhelming.The past six months have changed my mindset completely. Although I try to avoid thinking about it, I can’t help but think that this miracle has been placed in my life for a reason; to better myself. To not take any moment for granted.

 

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11 thoughts on “The Beginning-

  1. What an emotional journey your taking Angelina. It is so heartwarming that you, at such a young age are taking on this huge responsibility.
    Being able to share your story with everyone in this blog you have started will surely help you through this new adventure and walk through life you will be taking with your baby.

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  2. It takes a lot of courage to share your thoughts so open and honestly. I have no doubt you will give hope and encouragement to other young mothers through your story. I’ll be with you every step of the way;)

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  3. I’ve been in your spot kiddo. It’s a huge responsibility but one I never regret. 21 years later and Trenten is the best thing I’ve ever done. Just remember, from here on out, being a mother- a good mother- comes first. If you ever need some advice from an older momma that was once in your place- I am here! Love you little cousin ❤

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  4. Girl I probably wouldn’t be able to do what you do but I just read all of your blogs and I am so beyond proud of you and how far you have come. Keep your head up beautiful ❤ feel free to text me or call me any time I miss you so much and love ya

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